Jonathan's Journal

So tired.....
Times are hard for me right now, so much work to do, so many other things that need to be put together. And trying to put them together just keeps tearing me apart because it splits into many different directions at the same time. Feel like a lost soul right about now, I got a cold as well, must be all the long hours at university...but maybe oneday I'll look back and tell myself that it was all worth it, coz I made something of myself, the best person that I could become...I could just let the opportunity go and become a bum, but where is the honour in that? Its getting cold at night, especially in my room...wish someone could make it warmer for me. Its funny, I hardly even notice the sun anymore. What a shock! Exams are coming round the corner soon, can't wait until they're over. I deserve a much needed 3 week break...What shall I do on the holidays: Hmmmm....probably heading off to the snow with my uni friends (more cold....but at least I can snowboard), then to the Whitsunday's Islands where I can swim in perfect, clear blue water and lounge around in golden sand. Getting my P's soon, so I can drive by myself....got to go to MSA Imports in Melbourne City to pick up a new car with my dad. I'm really tired, its like a 'hollow' tired where u just feel empty, its essential that I hold on to my ambitions and dreams to keep myself going....also the search for the 'one' for me is still going strong....maybe I'll find her soon, maybe I won't.....who know right?

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